Ever looked at yourself in the mirror and asked yourself what people see when they look at you?i do all the time,just wondering what they think of me then come to a conclusion that it doesnt matter but what God think of me does and i choose to fear him for the fear of God is beginning of wisdom and trust me i have grown to be very wise lately thanx to God lol.And i also sometimes wonder if am going to leave a mark like when i die what will people remember me with….so for my family i know when am not there they do feel my absence because i entertain them with jokes and my name means ‘someone who brings light’ so i always warm them up and i take lots of pictures and tell them am doing it for them so that when am gone they will have plenty of pictures of me even videos of me so that they dont forget my voice.
I look at myself and see someone who most people look up to,my little sisters are proud to call me their older sister because of my nature,i never failed my family or dissapointed them as they look up to me and i made it my responsibility to be what i want them to be and they are turning just like that,someone who turned out to be what other people never thought she could be,like with stereo types and all of beautiful people always using their looks to get what they want,beautiful people have no value because they are wanted by everyone..i broke all those stereotypes..i set my goals and i achieved them,someone who is strong even in times where she shouldnt,someone who always gives advice and always there for people,am someone who loves easily and care for anyone who comes into my life,i smile at strangers sometimes and that smile i get back i feel at peace that i caused it on a random person and they gona go like ‘a strange girl made me smile today”..you see i left a mark on a stranger and i believe we are not strangers for we are created under one sun by one God…..I love you all friends…so what do you think of me and what do you think people say about you?
I love travelling like if i knew what i was doing years back choosing a course would have choosen the travel and tourism course,ooh well i know why i didnt.. its because everyone was opting for it and i picked something that people said was difficult and not fun,SOFTWARE ENGINEERING,yeah am that kind of person who dont like to follow the path people do u know..a weirdo lol.Anyway i still get to travell though its not enough,so tomorow am travelling to South Africa to see my family.I will be going to Pretoria first then Johannesburg,travelling comes with packing which is so not fun,because you have to literally select a mobile wardrobe,what you will be wearing from head to toe and still looking fabulous.I always wish i could just take my whole wardrobe but impossible because my travelling bag is kind of not that huge.
Things i must travel with are; first lots of money for shopping lol,a magazine to keep me busy,ipod for jamming;i tell you the distance would just varnish just like that with music,Little bit of snack;when i travell i never really eat ever since my cousin had a problem of running stomach on the way and had to get off at a place he didnt know for a toilet and something to take for the stomach ache so ever since then i take ice tea,energade,energade sweets,biltong and chewing gums to eat and thats it,then hand lotion;you can actuallly get dry on the way and look crappy so that is needed,hand sanitizer;jams every hwere people lol,wet wipes;so refreshing,tissues just to name a few.
Then must pack;a maxi skirt/dress,sandals,flat pumps,heels,colorful skinnies,jumper,shorts,bikinis,belt,white shirt,vests,sunglasses,a hat,jewelleries from neck pieces,wrist pieces and stuff and everything else will folow and usua lly when i travel my room is always left as a mess 🙂
Looks like we on for the road…#dancing around..i dont know if i will be able to post in the coming days but if i dont manage know that i love yall and am probably collecting some goodies for you all and hit me on tweeter my tweeps @zEfaQUAh06 …:) am going to miss you all:(#hugs
hey guys,i hope you had a beautiful weekend better than mine hey.This weekend was suppose to be a nice weekend the home alone kinder fun weekend,where i get to be lazy in my pj’s the whole day watching a movie after a movie,indulging in all sorts of junk food not cooking,drinking cofee at night for alertnes as i read something/writting something down like trying to be creative on fiction writing or something..enjoyed a bit though not the whole weekend…yes friday my little sister (17) got home early and she cooked,she was in her room and we ate separately not like when the parents are around and we eat together,eating in our rooms doing our own things untill saturday and it was quite and peaceful.. thank God the 7 years old sister went for a sleepover the whole weekend so we really had our time to be lazy and chilled.
Sadly saturday night my young cousin (a boy 22) got attacked by a bunch of crocks just when he was coming to our house and they attacked him right behind our house like he was already home and i was up watching movies with high volume and he says he was screaming my name and i so feel bad because i did not hear him,they stole his phone and money,we thank God for his life atleast they did not have guns or knives,they beat him up and he has injuries but he will be fine.
And today my boss is back from his 3 weeks leave already he is driving me nuts,i so hate my job like seriously i do,i only enjoy it end of month#hides…anyway check my work outfit today…
…mmmh just like an angel…reminds me of my daddy calling me ‘his world’…:)
#checkingTimeOnMyPhone…*batteryLow* oooh my GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD#Screaming…ciao guys gato to go charge i cant afford to have my phone off…GOD knows i cant survive..lol
Can you believe i was late for work in the morning i never even had a chance to think through what i was to wear to work i just rushed and put these on and when i got to the mirrior i was impressed..check the rush hour outfit..;)
What am wearing:boots;woolworths,pants;jet,blouse;edgars,necklace&ear rings;jewellery box,coat;ackermans,bag;shoe city